~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*2 years later*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"OMG! your kidding!"Ashleigh screeched as she walked down the noisy busy streets of New York. "yea and we wanted you to be the 1st to know" Felicia said."here frankie wants to talk to you." "heeey!" he said happily. "congradulations Frankles!!" "thanks, everyones coming over this weekend to celebrate , itll be the 10 of us, like old times." "uhh the 10 of us?" Ashleigh said , the smile fading from her face. "Yes Ashleigh the 10 of us and could u make it a happy day and at least talk to Chris?" "doubt it....but since its so important ill be nice" "thank you , well i have to go ill see you on saturday tho!" "ok bye Frankie"
Ashleigh got to the apartment where her Amanda and Jade had been living for the past few months and took out a journal her sister had given her for her birthday. she got a pen and decided to write in it figuring mayb it would help her feel better. the entry went something like this....
ok so my "perfect life" isnt so perfect anymore! i wish that it could be as good as it was 2 years ago. I mean my music carear is going great.. my and Amandas next record comes out in two months, and us and DreamStreet are going on a "small town" tour next week and it lasts 3 weeks and of course im gonna have to put on a good face around Chris. I kno i kno i shouldnt hold a grudge against him after its been this long but i cant help it, he totally broke my heart! I can still remember the night before me and Amanda left, it was the last night i spent with Chris. It was the best night of my life, All ten of us were together dancing and singing to songs we didnt really know we made fun of each other and it was alot of fun. When we all left me and Chris went to the park and sat on the hill under the big old tree. It was what we considered "our spot". We were there for a while he had his arms wraped around me and we just looked at the stars and then he told me that he loved me more then anything and he would love me forever and never hurt me. But after that night i guess it all changed. When he didnt call me i got depressed i hated not talking to him , i regreted doing what i loved because i thought it was my fault we went seperaste ways. When i left the message on his machine and he never called i thought i was going to die. I still love him but i know that we will never be together again, i still dont know why he stopped caring , wether it was someone else or just not caring i guess ill never know......................... ok heres a recap of the past two years and how it effected everyones friendships. Chris never called Ashleigh ( as u might have figured out already) They always did their best to avoid each other and put on good faces near eachother when there was press involved. They never said why they broke up and people wanted to know. Well like always rumors flew, some said he cheated some say she did. no one really knew for sure, only their closest friends knew. well..the guys knew about chris and the girls knew how Ashleigh felt about it all. but that was it. Greg and Amanda had broken up for a month over a stupid fight. but got back together and have been dating ever since. Jesse and Mary dated on and off, but they fought alot so they called it quits about 5 months ago and Jesse Hated it, but he just had to deal. Matt and Jade got in a fight a week after Chris andAshleigh broke up, they decided to break up and Jade moved back to her house in Delaware. They were still friends and kept in touch. A few months ago her Amanda and Ashleigh got an apartment in the city and Jade got back with Matt. As for Frankie and Felicia... they stayed together the hole time, they fought but it usually just made their relationship better. And i dont know if u would have figured it out or not, they are engaged! They have what i consider a "perfect life" i want mine back! I really miss Chris. a few of the songs on my new album are about the things that happened the last night together, and they are sort of twisted and have different things so it doesnt seem as much like that. Well i have to go Jade and Amanda just got home and i want to tell them the " oh so great" news about frank and fee!~ (ha if only they knew how jealous i am)
"guys guess what" Ashleigh said walking out of her room into the kitchen. "what" they said in unison. "Frankie and felicia are engaged they r having the all of us over saturday" "thats great!" Jade said. "yea!" Amanda joined in all to happy to hear. ' they will never understand ' Ashleigh thought. A few hours later Amanda and Ashleigh were sitting on the couch watching tv. "guys im going over to matts house ill be home late"Jade called from the door. "ok see you later!" Ashleigh called after her. " so are you going out with Greg tonite?" " no he said he might come over for a little bit if he can but they are having one of those family nights tonite." " ouch... cks... i hate those." "yea i kno" They were watching a movie when someone knocked at the door. " that would be greg, you can get that" Ashleigh said. " gee thanks Ash!" "what? its your boyfriend so u answer the door." Amanda got up to answer the door and threw a pillow at ashleighs head. "dork" she said when she threw it. "bitch" Amanda opened the door and saig hi to greg. "geeze i could hear u guys do u always do that?" "yupp" they said at the same time and began laughing. greg rolled his eyes and sat down next to amanda on the couch. They were all talking for a while and Ashleigh was about to get up and go to her room to go to bed but Greg stopped her. "can i talk to u for a minute?" "sure " " well... what would u think about you and Chris getting back together .....or at least being friends?" "friends..i can do..... more i dunno, i wanna know everything about y he didnt call and why he had to lie to me. Why did u ask?" "cuz....he" "he what?" "im not supposed to tell you." "just tell me" "ok ... he told me, hes still in love with you." "what?" "he said Chris is still in love with you!" Amanda said. " i know but why didn he wait do long to tell me?" "well you dont know yet" Greg said. "you just told me" "i kno but i wasnt supposed to, hes gonna tell you saturday at frankies." "oh ok well im going to bed now" Ashleigh said and ran into her room to think. "what do u think amanda?" " i think she still loves him too, she just doesnt want to admit to it right now. just give her time"
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